Well we’ve reached that ‘weird bit’ in the middle of Christmas and New Year again.
When you stop feeling festive, may be working and try to kid yourself that it really isn’t possible to put on half a stone of flab in a week.
(It is of course and the only way to deal with it is to demolish another box of chocolates and curse the person who gave them to you. It’s all their fault that your skinny jeans no longer fit – obviously!)
When you wake up thinking you must have a night off the booze and find yourself downing a G and T by 7.30pm.
Usually this time of year my thoughts turn to New Year’s resolutions. The ones I didn’t keep last year, the ones I hope I’ll stick to this year and the ones that will probably always be wishful thinking.
It’s also a time for family and good friends of course and how, despite occasionally driving each other bonkers, pondering just how crucial they are to keeping you sane.
Someone wise once said to me that really close friends are often a second family, the family that you choose.
Not that this means you wouldn’t choose your actual family you understand, just that the people you know you’ll always be able to rely on aren’t limited to the ones you’re related to.
Since becoming a mum I’ve realised just how true this is. When we started our little family with Mini-me friends that I’ve known for decades became even more important to me – even if having kids in tow means that literally years can go by between us meeting up.
I know that should I ever need them they’ll be there, no matter what different directions life has taken us in.
But also the new friends you make as a parent, especially when thrust into the scary world of becoming one for the first time, are some of the most important of your life.
There’s no pretence or glamour about discussing the perils of labour, breastfeeding and which bits of you have gone irreversibly saggy, but that’s why the bonds you forge are so quick and so strong.
It’s been less than five years that I’ve known many of my mum friends, but they’ve seen me through not only those sleep-deprived, blurry, wonderful early days, but also a heart-breaking miscarriage and the darkness that followed, a difficult pregnancy and then adapting to life with two and keeping both offspring alive without losing the plot completely.
I really don’t know what I would do without them now and I say a little prayer for them coming into our lives every single day.
So whether they’re living next door to me or hundreds of miles away I think this is probably the perfect time of year to say a massive thankyou.
Thanks for understanding when I want a glass of wine and not a cuppa at 4.30pm on a playdate.
Thanks for picking up Mini-me from school for me when I’m poorly.
Thanks for listening when I need a protracted, disjointed, barely comprehensible rant.
Thanks for pointing out all the good things on days when I can only see the grumbles.
Thanks for making me laugh until my bloody pelvic floor lets me down again.
Thanks in advance for sticking around for the next five years. And the forty after that!
And Happy New Year, of course, to you and yours.